This time he calls

Today has been a very productive day. Got a dryer, did some house work, moved more things, Spent several very good hours with Elisha. I love that girl. I hate to admit it like this but I do. I think she said she loved me, I could hear much of anything because I was barely this side of conscious. She is worried that she'll ruin me. Shes made me too strong for that. She may hurt me, I may get burned or scorned, but I will live and most definately, not be ruined. There are times I wanted to kiss her today, I didn't do it though, not because I'm afraid anymore, because I am in fact sick. Anyways she goes home, The roommates are outside and the neighbhor comes out wondering if we want burgers, we talked many hours with the neighbhors, they are awesome. I'm getting ready for bed, brian calls to see if I want to join the fun. Half an hour later he calls again, he wants elisha's number, I give it to him only because I have this in my head that elisha loves me. I don't want him hurt no, I don't know why I gave it to him. Anyways I have a theory about brian, he only seems to want her when he is drunk, bah to that, but I don't think he loves her, not like me, it seems he likes her because she is there, she is convenient. I don't want to lose any friends here but I don't want to give up elisha. Ahh who knows, I just hope I'm healthy by saturday.


Lisha, I'm glad you felt safe enough to really talk to me. I'll see ya when I see ya.

Love,

Chris

P.S. You forgot your cocoa butter again