Friday, May 20, 2005

I'm hit with a down pour of reason

I'm washed over with a different sense of feeling. Rage subsided a little. I read her words and I'm snapped back into focus. I say I'll be there. Peter is mad at brian, not because of me and my bs fixation on elisha, because they kissed and brian came in talking about how weird it was and unexpected. BS peter says its what he wanted and why else would he walk her to her car. I knew they kissed. Spiderman tingles when he senses danger, My heart breaks when she, whoever she is loves someone else but here I am ready for the coals, again. Someone answer me this though, Why do women like a total stranger more than a friend romantically, in my mind friendship is a natural path to a good relationship. If you can't be friends what make you think its going to work? Friendship is not a divergent road, its a step in getting to know each other, knowing the other's quirks and accepting them, not trying to fix them but help them. I don't get it. Anyways Back to the fires.


Chris OUT

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