I've been through alot this weekend, and it was all of my design unfortunately. I did something I wanted, something I thought I would regret, and then something I would. I won't give details but will leave an apology. Today I learned something. Atleast I think I did. I'm sorry that I overreacted. I thought I did something very terrible, and ended doing something worse. You told me its what we do do and thats okay, its fine. and I blew up. I almost would rather of heard, its okay I was there too. Thats what I really wanted to know if things were truly mutual or what. But I blew up thinking poorly of myself. I don't want you to think we're all like that I want to show you I'm better. This week I have swore myself to restraint. I will learn it and become it. I have asked you to police me, and I still want that but I will learn to make your beat an easy one.
I should have come home with you. You took all of your things, which is a first and honestly has me worried about the state of things. I love you. I really really do even though I gave a great case as to it maybe being false. Truths fall out of my mouth around you but I love you and I want you to love me again. and I will do whatever that takes. I swear that now I will put a smile on your face when I see it again which I hope is soon.
Chris
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