Charlie Calls

After spending the afternoon with many attempts by my friends to get me out of the house. I start kind of talking to her online. A very little bit was serious of the conversation. I want to talk about many serious matters with her but I'm certain thats out of line. She told me stop worrying about overstepping my boundries and that sort of bs. Its tough being in love with someone and being shackled by the title of friend. Charlie calls, "Hey man I hear Elisha is fucking nuts about you," "Sorry CHuck I don't think so," "Well have you fucked her yet?" "No Charlie I haven't" "You should just take down her pants, thats what I would do, but I'm an asshole. You actually care though and want a relationship," "Thats right chuck. WHo told you she was nuts about me" "listen man I keep my ear to the ground. People tell me things," "Who?" "Maybe it was rusty" "How the fuck would rusty even know" "It doesn't matter if it was rusty, I'm just trying to keep an eye for ya man, anyways we're drinking and we want you to come over," "Sorry CHuck I'm sick." I briefly mention to elisha that chuck said things but I couldn't tell her, I was embarassed by this conversation. She got mad that I didn't tell her. I don't want her to thing this is all I care about when it comes to her. I love that girl I'm not ashamed of that. I'm fairly certain she cares about me, maybe not to the extent I care for her but still. I invited her over this weekend. I really hate waiting that long to see her. Anyways,

Chris Out