Update, Nothing makes Sense!!!!

So My life is way off base and I don't know anything.

1) Girl Problems (yes me)

So I have recently ranted about lisha, I miss her, alot more than I should. I almost felt normal again with her around that one weekend. I miss that feeling so much. But we have only talked once since that weekend, reenforcing that feeling that she doesn't like me. She recently made a post about chris rambling alot. And if it wasn't for the msn comment I would have taken it personally, but thankfully I don't use msn so its not me not that it matters. Whatever.

Acklyn, a new contender, we kind of met one day and shes really nice, very religious. Religion scares me. I'm not sure what to make of this girl. I don't feel like I connect to her at all. She knows nothing of the things most important to me. I was supposed to call her over easter weekend. I didn't do it, not sure why.

Gilly?! Whats this. The most interesting aspect of it yet. Appearently she broke up with her boyfriend and has seriously mellowed out. She is basically like the dream girl. James offered to try to set me up with her. Intriguing.....

but I like LISHA and she doesn't like me so what does it matter. I hate being avoided....

2) moving out.

I have to be out of this apartment by thursday and I'm way behind the curve. I'm kind of afraid to leave this fantasy world that I have constructed behind.

3)Trike Racing.

I'll have a link for this soon.

Update: Photos of Monday Night Trikes!@!@!

I just used to say that was hoping to find someone to cry at my funeral. Well I don't care about that right now. I want someone who wouldn't mind spending their time with me, you know smoetime in the near future, we'll see.