So things have been strange.....And prompted this blog. The girl rusty had, well he put me in charge of taking care of her so he can be with his new girlfriend. Well anyway we have hung out twice now and it has gotten interesting. We're drinking last night and I get sick, lose it in front of her. She was really nice about the whole thing. I told her according to wayne's world this means she loves me. But after this I feel that she deserves the truth to know about rusty and his stupid plot or whatever. I spent the night cuddling with her and just trying to be a nice guy, The thing is, I really like her. I tried to convey this but I know she isn't interested because of two things. 1) I'm not attractive. but this is the more important one. 2) She had problem with guys like rusty before and she doesn't want to have a boyfriend or be with a guy on the rebound and well I put her on the rebound. I had her stay the night here because I did not want her driving home upset. We watched tv and cuddled some more before I took her to her car. I wish I could have met her before rusty and had the ball to ask her out. She wouldn't give me her phone number because she wanted me to find her at the metro. Its funny I frequent that place way more now because I really want to see her. Funny I gave her the address to this place. I did warn her about a rant that may be a bit personal...
She is the girl I dream of, well almost, not the full on geek. But she has the beautiful face and short hair and a great personality. I have no idea why rusty couldn't see that. I'm getting no where fast. Yep.
1 comment:
I wish i could right like you. i'm awful.
*ahem* anyway...
You are an amazing person, chris. You have no idea how thankful i am to have met you. Gawd, i wish i was still in the fantasy room watching 'maria' in beans an rice. Realtly is lame.
Anytime you feel the 'no love' couch needs some lovin, i'm your gal. <3
"rusty and his stupid plot..."
...rusty is a disaster
thursday...be there.
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