When I said goodbye to elisha yesterday, I wanted to say so much more than I did. I actually thought out my words most of the trip to drop her off. My eyes welled with tears as I sat and heard her giggle on the phone with Doug trying to think of what I wanted to say. I wanted to say, "I'm going to miss you. I know you think I'm punishing you with my absence, but in truth if I was still around you every weekend, I'd only be punishing myself. I've gone to the coals for you quite a bit when it seemed I was your only friend, but I'm not your only friend I see that now. You have doug for support and whatever, Scenester Joe and whoever else. The truth is With or without me, you are going to be happy." I wanted to hug her, kiss her forehead one last time. I will talk to her once maybe twice more, but outside of that I don't know. She won't really miss me for long. Its not one of those, I suck blah blah blah things. Its just what I have learned from past experience.
I miss you lisha, and I will not forget you any time soon.
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Damn it chris. When people leave me messages like that, it makes me very nervous. Please call me!! I'm gonna keep bugging you, until i hear my phone ring or a message appears on my screen!
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