Someone tell me what to do

Cause I don't have the slightest on what to do with Lisha. She is only going to bring me more pain. The other night I texted her for my poor behavior the last time I saw her, she called me to tell me to knock it off and some FUCKING GUY STARTS HITTING ON HER. She wanted him to talk to me and stuff on the phone I wasn't impressed. Anyways tonight she calls me to apologize for what happened that night. I was still pretty fucking angry about it. I don't know who she thinks I am or what I am, but I'm not any good at this. I was fucking crazy about this girl and she won't even give me a chance, she says that she doesn't think of me that way but I was convinced that was because she decided not to give me a chance. So I don't know if I should give her a chance. I wanted her to be my girl, she wants me to be her friend. I don't know if I can stomach her that way. She with the people she always rambled on about to me again, so why does she even need me shes back to her little world, I can get back to my state of nothing,